Friday, May 17, 2019

Being grateful

Assalamualaikum =)

Salam Ramadhan to all my fellow Muslims! So, how was your 1/3 of Ramadhan? Hopefully, all our good deeds and fasting accepted by HIM. Insha Allah.

So, early in this morning I just realize ONE thing which is really really important and most valuable; GRATEFUL. Anything good or bad happen, be grateful on it. For good things, obviously we should be grateful. But, how about bad things? Can we grateful on that? Yes! I know its not easy but we should. Why? I do believe, apa-apa yang terjadi dalam hidup kita adalah satu proses pembelajaran. Jika benda baik, itu adalah bonus dan jika sebaliknya ia adalah petanda untuk ke arah yang lebih baik atau penggantian yang lebih baik.

Tiada syarat untuk kita bersyukur. Tetapi as a Muslims, saying Alhamdulillah is much better. Because what we get is from Him, so saying Alhamdulillah is like Thank you to Him. And don't question to anything happen to you either good or bad. But just being grateful, okay? And this is what I just realize. =)

And right now, the moment I write this, I really really grateful for what I have, what I had achieved, what I have been through, etc and its really amazing actually when thinking about it. I have been in this state and I am grateful on that. Just for a gentle reminder, I hope I will stay grateful and not question on it. Just take that and being grateful. Alhamdulillah and Thank you. 

Thank you for reading.

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Wednesday, January 9, 2019

2019 : Year of Changes

Assalamualaikum =)

Hey 2019!
Hopefully you will be the best among the best.
Not hope too much, but please be kind to me.
Every year I did the same prayer;
'I want to change'

The cliche one should be change myself to be a better person.
Because for me, to be kind or be better than before doesn't have any limit
And you're not good enough even people surround you said so.
Too much to be changed but I hope its a good changes.
Slowly but surely.

If turn back into 2018,
I realize there are so much things not done yet.
Well, to get new job is my priorities for last year but
who knows His Plan better than me.
So, this year this plan is still ongoing.
I will try and if He said 'go', I will
and if He said 'stay', I will too.

Too much things to be explored,
I hope the good one will come and if there is 
bad thing too, hopefully I will strong enough
to go through. Yeahhh! 

Please be nice to me, 2019! Hehe

Saturday, December 1, 2018

Hello December

Assalamualaikum =)

Bye November. 
It has been a tough month I guess. Mentally and physically. But, pat on my shoulder, my inner self said "Hey, good job dear! You did an amazing work and congratulation for being tough on this month". Look simple but its me who is going through. 

Physically, I'm exhausted with the work given. Its like a never-ending-job. Other's mistake and you are the one who struggled on it. And the job become more complicated just for assurance of other's mistake. Well, its normal actually but to accept it at first it take time. Really.

And speaking about mentally or more to emotion, I do think its complicated at first. Maybe because of my physically being drop, it affect on my emotion. Quite funny when think about what had happened. Just because of misunderstanding, and maybe I let my emotion control my mind, I detach my anger to someone. Hahaha. Sorry! But, actually it our self who need to control and find a way to solve it. Anyhow, when you think you are in angry or emotionally affected, take a time and rethink. "It is my mistake or their mistake? or does it worth to be angry on something?" etc. 

At last, it is us who control ourself. US-who know better. 

Anyway, it is 1st December 2018. Thank you November and Hello December! May this month be better than before. Waiting for many good news!

Thank you for drop by peeps. =)