Hello December

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Bye November. 

It has been a tough month I guess. Mentally and physically. But, pat on my shoulder, my inner self said "Hey, good job dear! You did an amazing work and congratulation for being tough on this month". Look simple but its me who is going through. 

Physically, I'm exhausted with the work given. Its like a never-ending-job. Other's mistake and you are the one who struggled on it. And the job become more complicated just for assurance of other's mistake. Well, its normal actually but to accept it at first it take time. Really.

And speaking about mentally or more to emotion, I do think its complicated at first. Maybe because of my physically being drop, it affect on my emotion. Quite funny when think about what had happened. Just because of misunderstanding, and maybe I let my emotion control my mind, I detach my anger to someone. Hahaha. Sorry! But, actually it our self who need to control and find a way to solve it. Anyhow, when you think you are in angry or emotionally affected, take a time and rethink. "It is my mistake or their mistake? or does it worth to be angry on something?" etc. 

At last, it is us who control ourself. US-who know better. 

Anyway, it is 1st December 2018. Thank you November and Hello December! May this month be better than before. Waiting for many good news!

Thank you for drop by peeps. =)

White paper

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Everyone own a white paper.
Just to fill up the story of their life.
They say what is meant to be will be meant to be.
So, what is the point to complete the story?

One thing they or maybe us don't know is
regardless of what has been written for us,
we still have time to change for the end of our story
by our own effort.
Because effort is the matter.

So, if you still have a chance even a little,
Please don't waste it away. =)

Dear Myself

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Dear Myself,

If you encountered any problem,

That might impossible to solve,

Sit down and take a deep breath,

Think twice or as much as you want,

Until found the solution.

There might be now, soon or later,

But please don't give up!

Dear Myself,

Be kind to others,

Even he/she is a total stranger,

You never know sooner or later,

They might help you when you're in trouble.

Plus, there is no harm if you be kind to them.

Smile!

Dear Myself,

When you read this another 5 or 10 years later,

Know that everything you had achieved,

Was your struggle and hard work,

Be proud to yourself and always be humble.

Never look back for regret but looking forward 

for another achievement!

Truly,

Yourself (030818)

A Coffee

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They say, a sip of coffee can awake you from sleepy state.
They say too, the aroma of coffee you smell can be a a therapy.
But that's all what they said.

Because what I know is, a sip of coffee can relieve my thirsty
and the smell itself only just a smell. hehe
But what makes me confident about coffee is I love Mocha coffee.
Love love love.

p/s: The things is, I'm really sleepy right now and just smell the coffee.
So, that's how this post come out.

Appreciation

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So, this is just a quick post and random of course because I'm too sleepy and think need to write something. hahaha. To be short, I really appreciate to those who are saying 'thank you/thanks' and 'sorry' to anyone. Its like an appreciation to someone. A words 'sorry' itself doesn't mean you make a mistakes. I do think, its a polite way if you want to oppose/make excuse without hurt others. Even if you want to interrupt someone discussion too, saying sorry making you look so polite. 'Sorry, may I give an opinion/sorry for interrupt, but I don't think...', well doesn't it sound nice? 

And the words Thank you, in general we have been taught since we were young either in school or at home. Its like if someone give you a things, automatically we would say thank you. And clearly, most of us saying thank you only for major things. Very little to smallest things. So do I. Like, 'thanks aunt for cleaning the toilet, thank you for the advice, thanks for reminding me, thank you waiter' and others. I do think, most of us will feel so appreciate when hearing those two words. Simple yet meaningful. 

So, sorry for taking your time and thank you for reading.

Much love,
Dilla <3

The End

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So, I've been read this books and suddenly it comes to the end. Not so sudden lah actually. Haha. Well, what should be finished must be finish, right? And I don't know I read the words The End and I literally took almost a minute try to understand that words. Sound funny but its reality guys. Hahaha.

Then, I think not all things/situation that comes to The End is a bad things. Somehow it can turn into a good start or better next. Just like a movie/drama/reality show/books. This season you find it was so terrible and lots of sad thingy. But then next season you found the whole process is really good and interesting. And you as a viewer/reader never know what will happen next. 

So do with our life. Some things end with a bad situation. We cry, we feel so annoyed after what happened and thinking that there's no hope again. But we never know if this the only sign for a better start. I've met one girl who actually my friend. She was so brilliant when in high school and yet her SPM's result was good. Don't know what was wrong in her early university's life, her 2nd semester drop fluctuated. She cried and I could see she was not someone I used to know before. She try to be alone and once she told me she wanted to drop out from university because its like The End for her.

And as a friend, we try to give what we could give -- support. We try our best to support her mentally and physically and right now I'm glad to tell she had graduated from medical school and waiting for the posting. Congrats buddy!. She cried but in happy mode and told me after her The End phase, she actually found New Start which is much better than expected. 

Well, life is so unpredictable right? Let's live to the fullest and not stop to struggle again after the The End.

The End. 

Thanks for reading.

Much love, Dilla <3

Shining Star

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At one night..
I'm walking down from a busy street.
Where all the hassle and problem been there.
Trying to find a peace.
Without nobody else. 

At the same night..
I found a calming place.
A long bench under a shady tree.
Up the hill.
With a cold breeze, a nice weather,
And a shining star.
I thought you (stars) will be my company.
If not forever but please just for this night.

At the same night too..
I've been talking alone.
About this and that and everything.
And you (stars) still shines and 
Even brighter than before.
I guess you (stars) just listening to me.
Thank you. 

At the same night before it end..
I just realize.
Sometimes, its good to be alone,
and 'mingling' with nature.
No words, but still can feel their presence.
Because sometimes, what we need 
is just a peace. 
And I can feel the gesture of nature 
was actually a sign given from God.
Calming, soothing and quite.

At this night..
Where this thingy being written,
I've been accompanied by 
A shining stars.
Thanks for the best view tonight.


Lots of love,
Dilla <3

Journey to Life

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When we thought we can end the journey as we planned, then there is sudden accident we never expect. 

So, we try to solve with our rational thinking. And supposedly it will work. But, again who we are to deny what He had planned.

Oh, first trial -- fail. Then, try another way. Remember, if Plan A doesn't work , we have another 26 Plans (Plan B - Z). Gladly, after so many trials, we succeed! 

Then, what are we waiting for? Moving faster is the best thing we could do, right? Along the journey, keep praying that we could be there at the right time and safely. 

After a while, looking at the signboard, we almost there. There is nothing happier than this. Thinking back, what we have been through along the journey, with so much thing happen just to arrive the destination, make us realize -- always have faith to Him.

If He doesn't allow things to happen, after so much effort we did, then we could never reach the destination. Yes, effort and struggle are the Keys but remember He is the Lock to everything. Things only work with a two-way symmetrical. So does our life work. 

So, this is My Our Life Journey. 

Thanks for reading. 
Love to spread positive.  

Good Start for 2018? ...

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Hi everybody! Little bit late to wish happy new year I guess but better late than never huh? Hahaha. So, again Happy 2018!

Randomly I just pick my laptop and actually having a great time browsing Hermo (beauty website). And I'm not buying anything. hehehe.  Then, suddenly i thought about this blog. How long I left you without any update? Poor you, my blog. Lol. I think as I'm grew older my laziness towards this blog is real guys. At first when I started to blog, my purpose is to share my university's life. Then, i realized I have other hobbies which writing a poem. And I did in this blog but at this point I think my blog is more towards sharing thing. Just what I did right now =)

Okay, it just an intro but here the thing. Every year when it comes to 1st January I'm always think what should I do in this year? I mean, different thing that can make this year being memorable Something like, "Oh, this year i have graduated " etc. And I'm not a person who always have a resolution every year (don't know if it good or bad? haha). Because I dont want to be sad or get hurt if I cant achieve that resolution. So, in other words I'm just follow the flow. But for this year, 2018 what I want to change is my inner soul.

I want to be brave in making a decision. Especially a decision that can change my life. I'm always have this thought that I'm scared to step out from my conform zone like what if I cant make this, what others will say about me and bla bla bla bla. And because of that I'm still be the same as before. I know its gonna be hard at first but once I did it successfully it will make the biggest changes in my life. Wow, just think about it make me happy if only if I have that courageous. Do pray for me ya!

I dont know what is your resolution but my prayer that all your resolution or dream will achieve this year. If not, find something that make you proud for this year. Dont be sad and be happy! Thanks for reading. Much love, Dilla.