Saturday, November 4, 2017

Masa Lampau

Assalamualaikum =)

Its good to be back again! *Breath out*

To be honest, my past life was really amazing! 
I'm really enjoyed every moment until I realized it just a dream. *Sigh,* Because right now I'm thinking all the memory I had and smiling alone. I'm not a psycho girl if you want to know. hahaha

What I miss a lot about my past life was school time.
Even though with the examination thingy, I think if I get a chance to be back I'm the one who are excited to the most. But, please NO EXAMINATION ok?

It was a time when I learn to be friend with people, trying out new things, participated in any quizzes, tournament, sports day, having all week training before the competition and etc. And one thing for sure I miss a lot was life at hostel. 

I'm living in a hostel for about 5 years-- of course from Form 1-5 obviously. Hahhahaha. I know, not all people will agree with me living in a hostel is good/amazing, but for me, that is a part of things that make me who am I right know. For me. 

That time, I learn to be punctual, manage time wisely and life with the rules. The best things I learn is about religion things. I started to solat jamaah, because it is a rule at first. But then, slowly I did it willingly and didnt thinks its a rule. But still pernah jugak tak solat jamaah dekat surau. Banyak kali jugak rasanya. Hehehe. And I know thing about usrah. Every night, we read Al-Mulk together sampai ada yang tersengguk2 sebab ngantuk punya pasal. Hahaha. Paling best when it comes to Ramadhan. We did tadarrus Al-quran with whole student in hostel and breaking fast together.

Yes, when it comes about hostel life I can described it as our togetherness. Together doing keceriaan dorm -- gigih cari idea nak cantikkan dorm sebab nak menang. lol sangat. Doing gotong royong -- including the toilet- sental2 sambil nyanyi, And bila kena denda pun together. Hahaha. Right know, when I'm looking back the old picture, seeing each of them, rasa macam tak percaya, eh dia ni yang nakal2 dulu dah kawin dah, eh yang ni kalau mandi mesti lama-- dah nak dapat anak da, yang ni selalu tidur dalam kelas tapi bila exam selalu power dah berjaya dah sekarang and bla bla bla. 

Right now, all of us growing up in different way. But I do believe all of you had achieved something within this 24th of your life. Only you know how the achievement looks like. And thanks for the camera which always capture picture with the hidden memory, because right know (till I write this post) I keep smiling seeing those picture. It brings a lot of memory. Thank you.

Actually, there is a lot things to be shared about my past life, but yeah let me just feeling it by myself okay? Till then, thank you for drop by and take your time read my not-so-memory post. See you again.

Friday, February 10, 2017

Rezeki Tak Siapa Tahu

Assalamualaikum =)

Rezeki itu daripada siapa?
Tuhan kan ----
Andai Tuhan kata benda tu bukan untuk kita,
Perlukah kita salahkan takdir, salahkan Tuhan?

Dan bila si Dia dapat apa yang diimpikan,
Impian itu pula impian bersama,
Tapi hanya si Dia yang dapat kecapi,
Itu adalah rezeki si Dia,
Rezeki kita?
Cuma belum tiba masa yang sesuai,
Bukan di tempat yang sepatutnya.

Perlukah ragu-ragu dengan keputusan Tuhan?
Jangan sama sekali!
Kerana keraguan itu membuka jalan kepada syaitan.
Jadi, kena meratap kesedihan ke?
Siapa yang suruh bersedih?
Teruskan berusaha dan berdoa,
Redha dan tawakkal!

Positifkan diri!
Tidak dapat yang diingini bukan bermaksud
Gagalnya hidup,
Tetapi, peluang untuk yang lebih baik.

Jika dah dapat?
Gunakan sebaik-baiknya,
Jangan sombong pada yang memberi--
Tuhan kita.

NotaKaki: Jangan pernah menghakimi kejayaan/kesenangan seseorang bila mana kita tidak pernah tahu perit jatuhnya dia. Everyone has their own story.

Saturday, February 4, 2017

2017 : Matured Enough?

Assalamualaikum =)

Hope not too late to wish a very Happy New Year to all. So, 2017 just coming and January just ended, replace with February. The shortest month I guess! hahaha. Hope everything fine and well.

In sha Allah, this year I will be turning 24th and it just amazing number. I don't know i'm just feeling it that way. Looking back 10 years ago, when I were 14, I am thinking what will I be in that year? I have no idea what I will be, because I don't have a specific ambition. (Adik2 please jangan ikut perangai akak okay) What I remember I want to be either a doctor, lecturer or dentist. Besar cita2 akak tuu. hahaha. And today, I end up as someone who graduate in chemistry field. Makanya, doctor or dentist tu boleh tolak tepi2 la. 

So, are you regret?
Big question for me.
No, I don't regret.
Answer from me.

Because I believe, Allah has the best plan for me, and I should follow the path. He never give something bad for me and of course for you. It just about time. Sometime, what we planned not going very fine, And sometime we fall before we succeed. Trust me, maybe that was not a good decision, and to be honest He want us to learn from that. Lesson learnt.

To live in this world, the most thing is getting a blessing. Blessing from Him and parents. You studying/working very hard but you don't pray, its like an empty box. Empty. And if your parents don't give any blessing on what you're doing, it just like nothing. Empty + Nothing = 0. So, what you're doing is a waste. Simple. Hopefully, we're not in that situation. Okay, deal! hehehe

Lastly, thank you for stopping by and lend your time reading this post. Till we meet again. Love.