Being grateful

Assalamualaikum =)

Salam Ramadhan to all my fellow Muslims! So, how was your 1/3 of Ramadhan? Hopefully, all our good deeds and fasting accepted by HIM. Insha Allah.

So, early in this morning I just realize ONE thing which is really really important and most valuable; GRATEFUL. Anything good or bad happen, be grateful on it. For good things, obviously we should be grateful. But, how about bad things? Can we grateful on that? Yes! I know its not easy but we should. Why? I do believe, apa-apa yang terjadi dalam hidup kita adalah satu proses pembelajaran. Jika benda baik, itu adalah bonus dan jika sebaliknya ia adalah petanda untuk ke arah yang lebih baik atau penggantian yang lebih baik.

Tiada syarat untuk kita bersyukur. Tetapi as a Muslims, saying Alhamdulillah is much better. Because what we get is from Him, so saying Alhamdulillah is like Thank you to Him. And don't question to anything happen to you either good or bad. But just being grateful, okay? And this is what I just realize. =)

And right now, the moment I write this, I really really grateful for what I have, what I had achieved, what I have been through, etc and its really amazing actually when thinking about it. I have been in this state and I am grateful on that. Just for a gentle reminder, I hope I will stay grateful and not question on it. Just take that and being grateful. Alhamdulillah and Thank you. 

Thank you for reading.

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2019 : Year of Changes

Assalamualaikum =)

Hey 2019!
Hopefully you will be the best among the best.
Not hope too much, but please be kind to me.
Every year I did the same prayer;
'I want to change'

The cliche one should be change myself to be a better person.
Because for me, to be kind or be better than before doesn't have any limit
And you're not good enough even people surround you said so.
Too much to be changed but I hope its a good changes.
Slowly but surely.

If turn back into 2018,
I realize there are so much things not done yet.
Well, to get new job is my priorities for last year but
who knows His Plan better than me.
So, this year this plan is still ongoing.
I will try and if He said 'go', I will
and if He said 'stay', I will too.

Too much things to be explored,
I hope the good one will come and if there is 
bad thing too, hopefully I will strong enough
to go through. Yeahhh! 

Please be nice to me, 2019! Hehe

White paper

Assalamualaikum =)

Everyone own a white paper.
Just to fill up the story of their life.
They say what is meant to be will be meant to be.
So, what is the point to complete the story?

One thing they or maybe us don't know is
regardless of what has been written for us,
we still have time to change for the end of our story
by our own effort.
Because effort is the matter.

So, if you still have a chance even a little,
Please don't waste it away. =)

Dear Myself

Assalamualaikum =)

Dear Myself,

If you encountered any problem,

That might impossible to solve,

Sit down and take a deep breath,

Think twice or as much as you want,

Until found the solution.

There might be now, soon or later,

But please don't give up!

Dear Myself,

Be kind to others,

Even he/she is a total stranger,

You never know sooner or later,

They might help you when you're in trouble.

Plus, there is no harm if you be kind to them.

Smile!

Dear Myself,

When you read this another 5 or 10 years later,

Know that everything you had achieved,

Was your struggle and hard work,

Be proud to yourself and always be humble.

Never look back for regret but looking forward 

for another achievement!

Truly,

Yourself (030818)

Appreciation

Assalamualaikum =)

So, this is just a quick post and random of course because I'm too sleepy and think need to write something. hahaha. To be short, I really appreciate to those who are saying 'thank you/thanks' and 'sorry' to anyone. Its like an appreciation to someone. A words 'sorry' itself doesn't mean you make a mistakes. I do think, its a polite way if you want to oppose/make excuse without hurt others. Even if you want to interrupt someone discussion too, saying sorry making you look so polite. 'Sorry, may I give an opinion/sorry for interrupt, but I don't think...', well doesn't it sound nice? 

And the words Thank you, in general we have been taught since we were young either in school or at home. Its like if someone give you a things, automatically we would say thank you. And clearly, most of us saying thank you only for major things. Very little to smallest things. So do I. Like, 'thanks aunt for cleaning the toilet, thank you for the advice, thanks for reminding me, thank you waiter' and others. I do think, most of us will feel so appreciate when hearing those two words. Simple yet meaningful. 

So, sorry for taking your time and thank you for reading.

Much love,
Dilla <3

The End

Assalamualaikum =)

So, I've been read this books and suddenly it comes to the end. Not so sudden lah actually. Haha. Well, what should be finished must be finish, right? And I don't know I read the words The End and I literally took almost a minute try to understand that words. Sound funny but its reality guys. Hahaha.

Then, I think not all things/situation that comes to The End is a bad things. Somehow it can turn into a good start or better next. Just like a movie/drama/reality show/books. This season you find it was so terrible and lots of sad thingy. But then next season you found the whole process is really good and interesting. And you as a viewer/reader never know what will happen next. 

So do with our life. Some things end with a bad situation. We cry, we feel so annoyed after what happened and thinking that there's no hope again. But we never know if this the only sign for a better start. I've met one girl who actually my friend. She was so brilliant when in high school and yet her SPM's result was good. Don't know what was wrong in her early university's life, her 2nd semester drop fluctuated. She cried and I could see she was not someone I used to know before. She try to be alone and once she told me she wanted to drop out from university because its like The End for her.

And as a friend, we try to give what we could give -- support. We try our best to support her mentally and physically and right now I'm glad to tell she had graduated from medical school and waiting for the posting. Congrats buddy!. She cried but in happy mode and told me after her The End phase, she actually found New Start which is much better than expected. 

Well, life is so unpredictable right? Let's live to the fullest and not stop to struggle again after the The End.

The End. 

Thanks for reading.

Much love, Dilla <3

Good Start for 2018? ...

Assalamualaikum =)

Hi everybody! Little bit late to wish happy new year I guess but better late than never huh? Hahaha. So, again Happy 2018!

Randomly I just pick my laptop and actually having a great time browsing Hermo (beauty website). And I'm not buying anything. hehehe.  Then, suddenly i thought about this blog. How long I left you without any update? Poor you, my blog. Lol. I think as I'm grew older my laziness towards this blog is real guys. At first when I started to blog, my purpose is to share my university's life. Then, i realized I have other hobbies which writing a poem. And I did in this blog but at this point I think my blog is more towards sharing thing. Just what I did right now =)

Okay, it just an intro but here the thing. Every year when it comes to 1st January I'm always think what should I do in this year? I mean, different thing that can make this year being memorable Something like, "Oh, this year i have graduated " etc. And I'm not a person who always have a resolution every year (don't know if it good or bad? haha). Because I dont want to be sad or get hurt if I cant achieve that resolution. So, in other words I'm just follow the flow. But for this year, 2018 what I want to change is my inner soul.

I want to be brave in making a decision. Especially a decision that can change my life. I'm always have this thought that I'm scared to step out from my conform zone like what if I cant make this, what others will say about me and bla bla bla bla. And because of that I'm still be the same as before. I know its gonna be hard at first but once I did it successfully it will make the biggest changes in my life. Wow, just think about it make me happy if only if I have that courageous. Do pray for me ya!

I dont know what is your resolution but my prayer that all your resolution or dream will achieve this year. If not, find something that make you proud for this year. Dont be sad and be happy! Thanks for reading. Much love, Dilla.

Masa Lampau

Assalamualaikum =)

Its good to be back again! *Breath out*

To be honest, my past life was really amazing! 

I'm really enjoyed every moment until I realized it just a dream. *Sigh,* Because right now I'm thinking all the memory I had and smiling alone. I'm not a psycho girl if you want to know. hahaha

What I miss a lot about my past life was school time.

Even though with the examination thingy, I think if I get a chance to be back I'm the one who are excited to the most. But, please NO EXAMINATION ok?

It was a time when I learn to be friend with people, trying out new things, participated in any quizzes, tournament, sports day, having all week training before the competition and etc. And one thing for sure I miss a lot was life at hostel. 

I'm living in a hostel for about 5 years-- of course from Form 1-5 obviously. Hahhahaha. I know, not all people will agree with me living in a hostel is good/amazing, but for me, that is a part of things that make me who am I right know. For me. 

That time, I learn to be punctual, manage time wisely and life with the rules. The best things I learn is about religion things. I started to solat jamaah, because it is a rule at first. But then, slowly I did it willingly and didnt thinks its a rule. But still pernah jugak tak solat jamaah dekat surau. Banyak kali jugak rasanya. Hehehe. And I know thing about usrah. Every night, we read Al-Mulk together sampai ada yang tersengguk2 sebab ngantuk punya pasal. Hahaha. Paling best when it comes to Ramadhan. We did tadarrus Al-quran with whole student in hostel and breaking fast together.

Yes, when it comes about hostel life I can described it as our togetherness. Together doing keceriaan dorm -- gigih cari idea nak cantikkan dorm sebab nak menang. lol sangat. Doing gotong royong -- including the toilet- sental2 sambil nyanyi, And bila kena denda pun together. Hahaha. Right know, when I'm looking back the old picture, seeing each of them, rasa macam tak percaya, eh dia ni yang nakal2 dulu dah kawin dah, eh yang ni kalau mandi mesti lama-- dah nak dapat anak da, yang ni selalu tidur dalam kelas tapi bila exam selalu power dah berjaya dah sekarang and bla bla bla. 

Right now, all of us growing up in different way. But I do believe all of you had achieved something within this 24th of your life. Only you know how the achievement looks like. And thanks for the camera which always capture picture with the hidden memory, because right know (till I write this post) I keep smiling seeing those picture. It brings a lot of memory. Thank you.

Actually, there is a lot things to be shared about my past life, but yeah let me just feeling it by myself okay? Till then, thank you for drop by and take your time read my not-so-memory post. See you again.

Be professional

Assalamualaikum =)

okay, to be noted it just a random word. And, I just feel a need to be professional. i mean, all of us. recently, i see a situation where it happened in social media and it lead to be why we need to be professional.

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and lets just skip what had happened and straight to the point. when we growing up, i think we know which is the best and we can clearly differentiate what should and shouldn't we share especially in social media. why social media? because nowadays people are really into it, including me. hahaha. so, lets just keep twitter as an example. Someone would say, "hey, its his/her account, so let just be what they want to write. If you don't like it, unfollowlah", Yes, it is true, but still it is our responsible for what will happen next especially if they are our family or friends. 

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a social media not a medium to pass your anger or to let everything that disappointing you. once you write and done sent it, a lot of people read and might deliver it to that particular person. maybe, we do not know what really happened that make he/she mad, but still i think we need to keep it as a professional matter when it related to person. we can write what we though, what we feel (happy, sad, anger) but write it professionally. means tak perlu untuk buka aib seseorang. Even with just a simple hint someone would know who is he/she referring to. 

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actually, in every situation, we need to be professional. especially when dealing with people at workplace, class, home and everywhere. also when dealing with sentiment. i also sometimes let my sentiments control my mind. its hard at first, but if we don't give a try, how can we know huh? 

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really, this post doesn't mean to pointing out anyone and i though its a good feed to share with you guys. hopefully, good thing will back to you. so, see you at another post and oh, hello 2016! May we be showered with His Bless this year.

Egocentric

Assalamualaikum =)

Keberadaan dalam keseorangan,

Yang hanya memikirkan dirinya --

Adalah suatu yang kufur,

Kufur pada nikmat di sekelilingnya,

Sehingga membawa satu kata --

EGO.

Dan tidak menjadi kesalahan yang satu,

Untuk tolak ketepi sedikit rasa itu, 

Agar nikmat ukhuwah itu, 

Dapat dirasai semanis madu.

Cabaran 5 Hari: #4 I've got a Blank Space

Assalamualaikum =)

I think I've reach a phase which is called a Blank Space. Blank. Empty. Zero.
But yes, you know every human gifted with a brain. A brain is not just a thing indeed mind in it. Getting older day by day, cant be an excuse for us for being blank. Sometimes, we just cant think creatively and straightly maybe due to environment. I guess! We are getting stressful, frustrating every second we get blank.

But, hey just calm and chill! That is a maturity process. You got blank maybe you are being pushed by people surrounding you. Being pushed can be good and bad effect. Bad effect will come when they are give a high pressure to you. But at last, it back to you again. You choose the path that you comfortable. Put the highest priorities first and surely as a Muslim, we have Him. Don't be arrogant to make a prayer.

Life is getting hard every single day. But, doesn't it mean a LIFE? Life is not complete if there is no hardship. Easy and hard, ups and down are compliment each other.
So that we know how life can be so meaningful.

Semuanya tentang AKU

Assalamualaikum =)

Bukan aku --,

Yang meracuni akal itu.

Bukan aku --,

Yang khianati rasa itu.

Bukan aku --,

Yang memadam cahaya itu,

Tapi aku --,

Yang mengubati sakit itu,

Sebab aku --,

Yang inginkan rasa itu semula.

Agar aku --,

Mampu bersama mengiringi

cahaya itu. 

Rantai rasa

Assalamualaikum


Astaghfirullahalazim,
Ucap panjang,

Mungkin di sini bukan medium terbaik untuk bersemuka,
Sambil menunggu ruang untuk bicara,
Mohon moga-moga permintaan ini didengari.

Mengapa lemah sangat untuk mempertahankan,
Bukankah dulu pernah membuat perjanjian.

Begitu mudah manusia itu lupakan,
Sejarah semalam masih ingin ulangkan.

Kata gagah pada mulut,
Mengapa longlai pada jasad.

Pada manusia itu, manusia sana, manusia sini dan manusia ini,
Hanya peringatan dan ingatan menjadi sebutan.

Buaian

Assalamualaikum =)


Buai laju-laju,
Sampai pokok sena,
Apa dalam baju,
Sekuntum bunga cina.


Sehingga kini, sejujur-jujurnya memang cik dill suka giler lagu ni.
Okay tipu je. Noktah.
Biasa biasa je, tapi memang sampai la ni, tak tahu yang mana satu bunga cina.
Korang tau k?heee



p/s : Bosan tahap dah tak tahu peringkat mana. Ni memang yang paling random. Sorry readers!

That things

Assalamualaikum =)

Things we lost to the flames

Things we'll never see again

All that we've amassed

Sits before us, shattered into ash

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

We sat and made a list

Of all the things that we had

Down the backs of table tops

Ticket stubs and your diaries

I read them all one day

When loneliness came and you were away

Oh they told me nothing new,

But I love to read the words you used

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

I was the match and you were the rock

Maybe we started this fire

We sat apart and watched

All we had burned on the pyre

(You said) we were born with nothing

And we sure as hell have nothing now

(You said) we were born with nothing

And we sure as hell have nothing now

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

Do you understand that we will never be the same again?

Do you understand that we will never be the same again?

The future's in our hands and we will never be the same again

The future's in our hands and we will never be the same again

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

These are the things, the things we lost

The things we lost in the fire fire fire

These are the things, the things we lost

These are the things we lost in the fire fire fire

Flames – they licked the walls

Tenderly they turned to dust all that I adore

Bastille- Things we lost in the fire

Sometimes it just sad to know that we actually break that bond. You know, friendship. I was the match and you were the rock. Simple. It becomes fire. Everyone knows about it. I hope that one of us could be the water. Who could fight that fire. Fight for our friendship.

Wordless Wednesday #3

Assalamualaikum =)

Life must go on. 

Hi June! 

Mata yang melihat

Assalamualaikum


Saat kau pejamkan mata,

Mungkin untuk seketika,

Saat itu kau jauh dari kebenaran,

Kebenaran yang tak mampu dilihat melainkan dengan

sepasang anak mata.


Kini, kau tutup mata itu, tetapi kau buka mata yang satu,
MATA HATI.
Bila tersedar, baru kau mengakui betapa hebatnya, betapa ajaibnya
mata yang satu itu.
Tapi, dua mata itu perlu bersatu, 
Andai yang satu tutup, satu buka,apa yang kau lihat?
T I A D A.
Hanya merasa, tapi bila kau celikkan kedua-duanya,
Nikmat lihat dan rasa itu dapat kau kecapi.
Syukur.

Imperfections

Assalamualaikum and hi,

Because you lack of something,

 doesn't mean that you can not deserve something better.

You are perfect in your way.

p/s:ni namanya bgi self-enrichment pada diri sendiri, mana tidaknya, minggu ni banyak test, so doakan iolls ye.<3

Dejavu di Bawah Pokok Sakura

Assalamualaikum,

Menunggu dan terus menunggu,

Di bawah pokok sakura itu,

Seperti apa yang kita janjikan,

Ramai sangat manusia pada hari ini,

Meredah dalam lautan manusia,

Arghh, peningnya!

Ibarat mencari anak kucing yang hilang,

Fizikal tampak kecik,

Tapi kehadirannya benar-benar memberi impak

yang besar,

Walau banyak onak dan duri yang harus hadapi,

Akan ku tunggu di bawah Pokok Sakura itu.

Ini janji!

"Smart Mouth"

Assalamualaikum =)

Kata-kata itu lagi pedih dan perit untuk ditelan,

Jika ianya betul-betul hot & spicy macam cili padi 

yang kau tanam di belakang rumah,

Sekali kau cuba telan,

Sekali itu juga kau hampir muntahkannya kembali,

Tekak tak boleh terima!

Kalau perlakuan itu, kau boleh nampak kesannya,

Berbekas dan berbirat.

Tapi, makin hari kau sapu ubat,

Calar balar makin luntur dari kulit mulus, 

Kalau kata-kata itu , kesannya sangat mendalam,

sedalam-dalam lautan hindi,

Memang zahirnya kau tak akan nampak,

Tapi, percayalah parut yang terkesan di dada,

Goresan di hati, takkan mungkin hilang begitu saja.

Bukan aku cuba mengada-adakan cerita,

Sebab aku bukanlah tukang karut cerita,

Tapi, ini adalah cerita yang aku alami ,

Yang aku hadapi, dan yang aku rasa.